CONTEMPLATE

“The more I read, the more I acquire, the more certain I am that I know nothing.” – Voltaire.


theme : saiyuki!

 intro  welcome to contemplate. please enjoy your stay!it's a pleasure to meet you! My name is lua, but i also go by lulu or crush. i'm ageless, tmasc, boyflux, go by the pronouns he/hym/its, and i'm demiqueer. i'm a yumedanshi, neurodiv, white + blk + native amer, sys host, pisces, infp-t who loves meeting new people. let's all be friends~!"Humans... they can't be trusted. And the gods fill me with pure loathing. So I said good riddance! I denounce the world and laugh in its face."


i am on discord hiatus until furthur notice due to mental health concerns and school. i'm usually always available unless something comes up by random. one reason i might randomly disappear is because of family issues (my mother does go through my devices, swipe my personal belongings, and take them without warning, therefore it can be out of my control). please be patient with me, as i don't mean to randomly vanish unless i HAVE to. you can often contact me regardless of my disappearances via retrospring, email, neospring, or a platform you suggest / request.

 rule i.  Have a rules and about, it doesn’t have to be long, but i like to know. I will likely not interact at all if you don’t have these pages. rule ii.  There will be no callout posts or any attempts to police urls. I'm not interested in starting drama, continuing drama or adding to it. Please don't come here for it. rule iii.  NSFW will be likely mentioned but not constant. If you’re uncomfortable with sex, murder, gore, blood, abuse, etc. (or any mentioning of these things); then this user isn’t for you. rule iv.  I’m iffy about shipping when it conerns my faves but I still highly encourage it — I LOVE ships, and don't mind them all that much as long as they're appropriate. I also enjoy multishipping, so I don't mind characters being paired with different people. rule v.  please do not rush replies or follow-backs — I have a somewhat hectic life at the moment, with family, school, mental health, and job hunting; not to mention just general stress over the future. I get kind of overwhelmed at times.

 rule vi.  while i present online as ageless, i am legally a minor, and will not interact with the ages -13 / +24. rule vii.  transphobia, racism, ableism, homophobia, biphobia, or any other form of targeted hate will not be tolerated by me. rule viii.  regarding my work with fanfictions, poetry, and novels — a lot of my work is centered around angst / angst themes, and also include sensitive topics that may trigger readers and viewers (tags such as dead dove will be seen on such works). Discretion is highly advised. rule ix.  Some ships or content I interact with may be seen as controversial or disagreeable; I also am a highly opinionated person and can be argumentative over such topics (i.e. politics) — do NOT interact if you have a problem with that. i'm very happy / proud of who i am and the things i believe. rule x.  I may disappear or vanish for various periods of time — i mean zero harm. i struggle a lot with my own schedule (i can be very suddenly busy) and my mental health. the best way to contact me during these stages is via my alt on neospring here.

I think, therefore I am. ❞ – René Descartes
an introduction to lua's utmost favorite character .

name heredenjiageeighteen
pronounshe / him / hisracejapanese
fandomchainsaw manauthortatsuki fujimoto

 about  Denji is both brash and naive as a result of being unable to have a formal education and socialize due to living in severe poverty. His personality comes off as rude and harsh in an almost childish way. His personality comes off as rude and harsh in an almost childish way. However, he has a good sense of empathy towards other people, as shown by his willingness to save those in need. Denji's values and goals are not inspirational in the slightest. He does not pursue world peace, he does not have any high ambitions or dreams. For majority of the series, he seems to merely be driven as a hormonal teenage boy trying to get it on with just about anybody. however, he's much more complex, wishing for normalcy and romance.
more on denji can be found here and here!

  • height : 183 cm

  • weight : n / a

  • eye color : yellow / brown

  • hair color :blonde

  • skin color : fair

  • mbti : estp

  • best trait : resilience

  • worst trait : simple mindedness

  • id icons in media : 🍊\🪚

 biography  The series is set in 1997, in an alternate timeline where the Soviet Union still exists. Devils (悪魔, Akuma) are born from human fears. Devil Hunters (デビルハンター, Debiru Hantā) specialize in hunting them and often make contracts with them in exchange for power. Devils possess the ability to reincarnate; when Devils die in Earth, they reincarnate in hell, and vice versa. However, when a Devil is eaten by the Chainsaw Devil, the fear associated with it is erased from human memory, and is permanently killed; the Holocaust, AIDS, and nuclear weapons were collectively forgotten.Denji is a teenager trapped in poverty, working off his deceased father's debt to the yakuza by working as a Devil Hunter, aided by Pochita, his canine companion and the Chainsaw Devil. Denji is betrayed by the yakuza, who kill him for a contract with the Zombie Devil. Pochita makes a contract with Denji, merging with him as a Devil-human hybrid, under the condition that Denji live out his modest dreams of living a basic life such as having bread with jam, or falling in love with a woman and being intimate with one. By pulling on a cord in his chest, Denji then becomes Chainsaw Man and massacres the yakuza.In the aftermath, Denji joins a team of governmental Devil Hunters, the Public Safety Division, led by Makima, who assigns him to kill the Gun Devil. After being paired with a more experienced Devil Hunter named Aki Hayakawa, Denji begins training with his partner, Power the Blood Fiend, under the veteran Devil Hunter Kishibe. Together, they fight several enemies who seek Denji's power, including the yakuza, other Devils, and assassins sent by various countries.Makima is later revealed to be the Control Devil, who is ultimately seeking to control Pochita, as he has the power to erase concepts from existence by consuming their Devils. The Gun Devil—whose body had secretly been divided among several countries as a superweapon—is sent by the United States to kill Makima, but she defeats it, forcing it to enter Aki's body as the Gun Fiend, whom Denji kills in self-defense. Makima later kills Power in front of Denji, rendering him catatonic and forcing Pochita to take over his body.Kishibe organizes a raid to rescue Denji alongside cowardly Public Safety operative Kobeni Higashiyama. With their help and the last of Power's blood, Denji kills Makima. Some time later, Kishibe places the reborn Control Devil—a little girl named Nayuta—in Denji's care. In a dream, Pochita thanks Denji for showing him his dreams, and encourages him to live his life to the fullest. Denji begins attending high school while also fighting Devils as a vigilante.

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